I just got back from a week of IP treatment.

This is so hard.

I had a panic attack this morning...

I thought it would be easier.

I thought the temptation would be gone.

I am fighting. Good lord, I am fighting. It is just so hard.

I am praying for strength. Strength. Strength. and Strength.

I can't afford (literally and figuratively) to keep this up.

"I can do all things", right?