Remember

This Thursday marks nine weeks without self-harm. 

This Thursday marks two and a half weeks without purging. 

I am proud of how well I am doing.  Yet, I feel wobbly and scared.  Some days I want so badly to slip back into my disorder.  I have come so far and yet I don't fully know who I am. I know I am standing on the edge of something potentially amazing. This life I am living could become something fabulous. I worry, however, that I am going to slip into the abyss of the disorder again. I know I can't function in this job, living on my own (and in the fall, going to school) if I let ED take over. I have to be strong. I have to remember that life is more than being perfect and being thin. I have to remember.