Sunday, July 5, 2009

Fear

I am scared... this is potentially the biggest crisis I have had in a really long time. 

The worst part... I can't talk about it. Not till I know for sure. 
I just needed to share that I am scared. 


On top of all that, I have to face another birthday in a week. I hate my birthday. I don't want people to pay attention and do things for me. Yet, I really don't want people to forget again. 
I feel self-centered for even thinking about this. 


.... just breathe... 

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Alanna, I'm sorry to hear you feeling like this, I'm here for you always even though we haven't kept in touch. I sincerely respect you and would love to help if possible.
Shaindy

hollism said...

Hey Sweet girl....I am so sorry you are feeling scared and upset about your birthday. I don't like my birthday either. I hope that someday soon you are able to share what has you so scared. I want you to know I am here for you and I love you so much!! Thinking of and praying for you girl. Can't wait until I get to see your beautiful face again!