I want to be able to meditate.
I want to be calm, secure and peaceful.
I want to be able to be still, quiet and “anxious for nothing”.
I want to sit still, do nothing, and still feel contented.

Instead, I rush through my days.
I never notice the brilliant, but subtle parts of life.
I feel like a waste when I do not employ multi-tasking.
I fly through my days and thrash through my nights.


“Be still and know that I am God.”
What is still?
Can I know God without it?
Do I have hope of achieving it?